It Figures

This euphoric level of happiness I have had for the last month and a half I think is coming to an end. I'm not in the eye of the storm observing the destruction around me. I'm at the edge of the peaceful center and the chaos surrounding the center. During this time I've met an unbelievable woman, but now she wants to not talk to me until her problems are resolved. If you put life on hold like that, you aren't really living. I should have figured something like this would happen. Perhaps it is time to return to hermitdom.... Actually I can't do that. If I do I'll even be in a worse position. It's seriously time for me to think about how to keep myself centered on what my goals are and ignore everything else.