Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Another Interview

Damn I feel like a pinball. I keep getting bounced around. Now I have an interview on Friday at Arroyo Valley High School in San Bernardino. We’ll see how this goes. I’m still coming up with SNR ideas. We really do need to get this off the ground. If this flies, we’ll be in good monetary shape.
Random Observation

I just realized something I probably knew before. Evil, vile, and live are anagrams of each other. How ironic.
T-shirts and Beer

Well, we worked on the SNR concepts today. That was actually fairly productive. On another note, I met the mystery chick that Chris is working on; Mary. She’s attractive and I don’t see why he is pursuing it more than he is.

I’ve got to meet with the other military branches to see what is going on before I make a decision. I think I’ll do so tomorrow (well, I guess it’s today).

Monday, July 29, 2002

All Fears Come Imagined

Well, the Perris Union school board will not allow an emergency credential so that means that I am back to square 1. I guess that I should take the ASVAB this week and then make a decision on what I’m doing with my future.

The principal would love for me to sub in the district and wishes he could bring me on board there as a teacher but that is not in his power.

Sunday, July 28, 2002

I'm baaaack

Well, I just got back from Las Vegas. I had a fun weekend. The professional boxing matches kicked ass; literally. As for employment news, now there is another teacher to be interviewed tomorrow. If he gets the job, then say adios to Ryan for a few months at the least because I’ll sign my life away to the Army. It’s not my first choice, and it is disappointing to have a fucking job dangled in front of my face just to be yanked around. The principal wants me there, but hell if the other person is qualified and has a full credential I’m screwed.

Tomorrow I’m going to take my driving school class online and start designing SNR logos. Who knows, if SNR takes off I won’t need any other type of job.

Saturday, July 27, 2002

Work, Company, Vacation

Ok, this is the agenda (not in this order):
1. Go to Vegas in 5 hours
2. Start coming up with designs for SM Racing
3. Get the down low on what the heck is going on with my job in Perris.

With all these three things There are good possibilities of making some serious cash.

Friday, July 26, 2002

Be All That You Can Be

Well, not this time. I’m not going to the army. I just got the job as a teacher in Perris. I start monday. Looks like the Vegas trip will be cut short. In any way, this will be a fun and exciting job where I’m working 200 days a year!

Finally the Karma in life is going in a positive direction.

Thursday, July 25, 2002

No News

So far, I haven’t heard anything about the job. I need to know soon. My gastrointestinal problems have subsided. I’m just counting down until the Las Vegas trip; as is Darren.

Wednesday, July 24, 2002

Interview

The interview went really well. I will find out tomorrow if I get the job. The staff is almost all younger teachers. The administrators have energy that actually made me excited about the possibility. If I do get it, I will be working a 200 day schedule and have the opportunity to start a club, coach if I want, etc.
Doors and Paths

It seems everyday I open a door
Behind it is one that looks identical
to before
Behind it is another that is the same
After time and time again
it gets really lame

Now I open a door and there is something different
I don’t know if it is good or bad
Two paths; a fork in the road if you will
One leads to the future and the other might kill
Who I am and what I do
I have to ask myself do I know you

This is of course in reference to me
I wish that I did not have this uncertainty.
I strain my eyes looking down each path
Triangulating the distance; yes I did the math
Trying to find what is at the end of the road
Looking in search of a place I can call home

Staring the answer straight in the eye
I realize that I must be blind.
The answer isn’t waiting for me at the end
It’s not like I can see it because the road bends
The truth is that the walk down the path is the answer
Only the knowledge gained through it is the master.

Looking from left to right I sit, I stay, I cry
Out in laughter due to how uncomfortable it makes me
I don’t know the answer or which way to go is right for me
Perhaps both are the key
I just don’t like the uncertainty
Which one will break my bonds and let me free?

For once a grave decision I must decide
Nobody else can influence me, on my future this does ride

Tuesday, July 23, 2002

Interview

Tomorrow I have an interview at 8AM at a middle school in Perris. At this point if the job is offered, I’m not totally sure that I’m going to accept it. To top it all off I have class tomorrow. I really do hate that class.
Wait, class isn't until thursday. Nevermind.
Site is Back!

Ok, it’s back and running but I need to reconfigure everything. Just keep patient while I get everything running please. This is going to be a bear of a job.